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[Mar. 10th, 2011|12:42 am] |
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This journal contains my most honest emotions and feelings, experiences, advice, thoughts and poems. Pardon me if sometimes I don't mind my language. Hope you will remember to visit again soon!
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[Dec. 9th, 2009|03:14 am] |
have you ever thought that
you really made up your mind about something
only to take it back because it sounds dumb.
i swear to god i always miss you and stuff
but whenever reality strikes,
all those seem to be bullshit.
I'm hungry because I havent eaten the whole day. the last time i had a filling meal was monday evening with salmon caesar salad. |
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| I miss You |
[Dec. 8th, 2009|02:45 am] |
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Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to
hi,
Let me tell you who has been in my mind the past few days.
Probably this person you probably already have known for the past 5 years.
There's no denying, and no, I'm not going to say all those stuff again because it will just hurt me.
The reason why I decided to blog about ( ) is because I miss him.
As a friend.
Yes.
A friend.
If we ever were.
I really wish we could still be friends.
I want to hang out with you still
Talk to you and know about your life now
have crappy lame jokes shared
have dinner or lunch or study outings.
Our immature thinking made us enemies from lovers.
ex-lovers, to be precise.
But as i thought of you today during my long ride to Changi,
I finally came to my senses.
There's no denying that
I need you. In my life.
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[Dec. 4th, 2009|07:15 pm] |
I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, than a heart that cannot love |
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| What's worse than having an imaginary lover in your bed? |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|03:27 am] |
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Hi.
Let me tell you about my life.
Right now, i am really emotionally unstable; i'm not crazy but my mood's been swinging and my temper's been uncontrollable these days.
Not only am I having problem with school & friends, but i am having uncontrollable recollections of the past of my love life.
I'm really trying not to cry even if i tell myself i'm already over you. but right now, i see the true side of me; I'm just denying all facts of still having you in my heart. I'm just going to flood and spoil my macbook with this useless tears dripping. shit.
I want to get lost in your eyes
I wish i could see you again
But i know i may never ever be able to see you again because you are a totally different person.
As I lay here tonight, i remember your movements,
Right here and now, I try to forget those moments
When your smile pierced through my heart
Because if i don't everything will fall apart
I feel the chill from the harsh strong breeze
Freezing my heart with your memories
You came into my mind, playing tricks again
Leaving me to cry in the pouring rain
Oh baby
For just one last time please hold me
For just this time, say you need me
Please stay with me, just be with me
Oh baby
For just this time, why can't you see
That I need you to be right here with me
I wish for you, right upon a star
That you didn't have to be so far
People tell me I'm wasting my time
And they're telling me to cross this line
To forgetting you and letting you go
to be continued |
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